My work is fulfilling and I am quite busy every day, but I try to change my mood as much as possible during lunch. Because of that kind of corporate culture, when I go to lunch with my colleagues and seniors, it's always a love story. When I hear various stories from newlywed seniors and colleagues who are doing well with their boyfriends, I get a little envious of how good it is. We meet up with people we like after work and go out drinking together, but I'm the one who always invites them. I want to take the relationship one step further, but I'm wondering if there's a pulse... Recently, I've been thinking about using drunkenness as an excuse to invite people to do something other than drinking. However, I don't have the confidence to invite them well. I thought I had experience suitable for my age, but when I look back, is it okay to feel like this? There are many things to say. In AV, actors lead girls well, but I've never been led like that. So... I took the plunge and applied. I think it would be nice if I could become a more mature woman through sex with an actor.
